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Showing posts with label special. Show all posts

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

what faith can do?

hi guys, its been sooooooooooooo long since i updated this blog..lol
its not because i am lazy or anything but i just find bloggin such a tiring job, especially with everything that i need to do..lol i cant find time~!

anyway, i've decided to post up an entry coz right now i am rotting back home in malaysia now..
yup!! i am back in malaysia now...can come look for me^^

right now, my heart longs for perth..not for my studies or anything...but my 'family' there...looks like i am missing out alot of fun in perth... WOLF!!! i mean its good to be back..but my heart is left in perth i think.. i can still rmb when i first went there i was yappin away that i miss malaysia soooo much, but right now i miss perth...lol

recently i heard this song and it really challenged me and assured me of GOD's promise in my life and my family. all i need is faith to believe.

to certain ppl, god is just the last hope that they depend on when everything around them falls apart and they cant do anything about it.
to certain ppl, god is their panic button, pushed onli when they are panic.
to certain ppl, god don even exist.
to certain ppl, god is just someone so far away.
to certain ppl, god is just mad at humanity and is out to teach those hu made mistake a good lesson.

but for me, GOD is more den tht.. what i believe in is not just a religion, is just not a GOD. i don believe but i live.. i try my best in life to live in HIM.. cz each and every step of my life, i know that i am not walking alone, but GOD is guidin me along each step.

most ppl might have heard of christianity or even GOD.. or might even call themselves a christian..but, have u live wit him??in him?? GOD's blessing is just so obvious in my life, the gratitude that i hv is way beyond words.. i am not trying to say i am living a life of holy moly... but i am trying.. and i believe, i know and i hv FAITH that i will one day live in HIM..

this is what faith can do.

Everybody falls sometimes
Gotta find the strength to rise
From the ashes and make a new beginning
Anyone can feel the ache
You think it’s more than you can take
But you are stronger, stronger than you know
Don’t you give up now
The sun will soon be shining
You gotta face the clouds
To find the silver lining

I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn’t ever end
Even when the sky is falling
And I’ve seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That’s what faith can do

It doesn’t matter what you’ve heard
Impossible is not a word
It’s just a reason for someone not to try
Everybody’s scared to death
When they decide to take that step
Out on the water
It’ll be alright
Life is so much more
Than what your eyes are seeing
You will find your way
If you keep believing

I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn’t ever end
Even when the sky is falling
And I’ve seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That’s what faith can do....

kutless




Wednesday, September 16, 2009

revive!!!!!!

hey...its been along time since i updated my blog.. i am really really sorry tht i have been neglecting my blog..lol

loads of stuff hv gone through since i last updated my blog..will share wit u guys some other time lar...but today this entry will be a tribute to the ppl hu hv shaped my life!!!

i was ratherbusy these few weeks and suddenly that day i gt a msg from melody saying tht she was cleaning her room or something and found some old videos. she watched it and one particular video is my sabo video...she reminded me that my prsence is being missed in malaysia and my frens are still thinkin bout me..she got the itch in me to go look for the farewell video tht they made for me. so i went straight to my drawer and got the cd out, slowly watchin the video once again.

as emotions are runnig wild, i took a step back and hv a look back at my life as the video keeps playin and playing.

lately, i hv ben wandering wat is the purpose of this life? why di god place me in perth and y did god placed me in such a position? a position whereby i hold great responsibilities and lives are at stake! i wonder and i ponder on these questions..why this, why tht, why why why??? i desperately search for answers and yet i myself kept preventing me from gettin an ans.

to this point, alot of u might be tellin me bout god's great plan for u, god has a purpose in ure life etc etc....deep down inside me, i noe all this...and i also believe it to the very end but yet my heart longs for a more tangible ans of y am i put into this world, y am i placed in such positions.

as the video is playin, i took a read at a book and found the answer i have been searchin for. in the book, it clearly says tat we are created in the world for relationships..be it wit god or wit our spouse, partners or frens... as i reflect upon this passage, i slowly see the big pic and to see the magic nuggets tht other ppl had left in my life.

throughout my walk wit god, i hv been blessed wit frens that are always supportive and frens who realli cared for me. yes! i am talking bout u...YOU!
YOU:
  1. melody
  2. aaron
  3. shaun
  4. alvin lai
  5. alvin boey
  6. matthew sek
  7. carmen loo
  8. gloria charles
  9. gloria
  10. mark
  11. lester
  12. and the rest of the ypf gang
eventhough i only got to know u all for a short period of time, prob around 3 years.. but yet each of u departed in me a valuable magic nugget tht shaped my life and who i am today.each time when we hangout together, valuable lessons are being taught into my life by u all.. throughout these 3 years, u all been there and hv showered me wit ure love. i felt so blessed and thankful tht each and everyone of u makes up a part of me. life wll be alot diff if u guys are not here wit me, and thx for taking on this journey wit me together.. i am honoured and blessed to hv u all..
I'll b remembering you....

I found You in the most unlikely way
But really it was You who found me
And I found myself in the gifts that You gave
You gave me so much and I

I wish You could stay
but I'll, I'll wait for the day

And I watch as the cold winter melts into spring
And I'll be remembering You
Oh and I'll smell the flowers and hear the birds sing
and I'll be remembering You, I'll be remembering You

From the first moment when I heard Your name
Something in my heart came alive
You showed me love and no words could explain
A love with the power to
Open the door
To a world I was made for

And I watch as the cold winter melts into spring
And I'll be remembering You
Oh and I'll smell the flowers and hear the birds sing
and I'll be remembering You, I'll be remembering You

The dark night, the hard fight
The long climb up the hill knowing the cost
The brave death, the last breathe
The silence whispering all hope was lost
The thunder, the wonder
A power that brings the dead back to life

I wish You could stay
But I'll wait for the day
And though You've gone away
You come back and

And I watch as the cold winter melts into spring
And I'll be remembering You
Oh and I'll smell the flowers and hear the birds sing
and I'll be remembering You, I'll be remembering You

And I'll watch as the sun fills a sky that was dark
And I'll be remembering You
And I'll think of the way that You fill up my heart
And I'll be remembering You

I'll be remembering You
I'll be remembering You
I'll be remembering You

I'll be remembering You





Tuesday, April 7, 2009

as time passes by....






as time slowly passes by, i din realise tht we actually hv embarked on this journey for a month already...within this month, s many things hv happened and yet we kept pressing on..the memories, the laughter and the mock fights tht we hv, its all so special to me..each and everyone of it..its so hard to tell u sometimes how much i miss you, coz i cant find words to describe to u how i feel...

anyhoo...i juz wanna tell u tht i love u so much babe..thx for the joy and the wonderful times^^ may u grow in the lord as we embarked on this incredible journey together..

happie anniversary babe...u rock my world..

i love u alot!