hey...its been along time since i updated my blog.. i am really really sorry tht i have been neglecting my blog..lol
loads of stuff hv gone through since i last updated my blog..will share wit u guys some other time lar...but today this entry will be a tribute to the ppl hu hv shaped my life!!!
i was ratherbusy these few weeks and suddenly that day i gt a msg from melody saying tht she was cleaning her room or something and found some old videos. she watched it and one particular video is my sabo video...she reminded me that my prsence is being missed in malaysia and my frens are still thinkin bout me..she got the itch in me to go look for the farewell video tht they made for me. so i went straight to my drawer and got the cd out, slowly watchin the video once again.
as emotions are runnig wild, i took a step back and hv a look back at my life as the video keeps playin and playing.
lately, i hv ben wandering wat is the purpose of this life? why di god place me in perth and y did god placed me in such a position? a position whereby i hold great responsibilities and lives are at stake! i wonder and i ponder on these questions..why this, why tht, why why why??? i desperately search for answers and yet i myself kept preventing me from gettin an ans.
to this point, alot of u might be tellin me bout god's great plan for u, god has a purpose in ure life etc etc....deep down inside me, i noe all this...and i also believe it to the very end but yet my heart longs for a more tangible ans of y am i put into this world, y am i placed in such positions.
as the video is playin, i took a read at a book and found the answer i have been searchin for. in the book, it clearly says tat we are created in the world for relationships..be it wit god or wit our spouse, partners or frens... as i reflect upon this passage, i slowly see the big pic and to see the magic nuggets tht other ppl had left in my life.
throughout my walk wit god, i hv been blessed wit frens that are always supportive and frens who realli cared for me. yes! i am talking bout u...YOU!
YOU:
- melody
- aaron
- shaun
- alvin lai
- alvin boey
- matthew sek
- carmen loo
- gloria charles
- gloria
- mark
- lester
- and the rest of the ypf gang
eventhough i only got to know u all for a short period of time, prob around 3 years.. but yet each of u departed in me a valuable magic nugget tht shaped my life and who i am today.each time when we hangout together, valuable lessons are being taught into my life by u all.. throughout these 3 years, u all been there and hv showered me wit ure love. i felt so blessed and thankful tht each and everyone of u makes up a part of me. life wll be alot diff if u guys are not here wit me, and thx for taking on this journey wit me together.. i am honoured and blessed to hv u all..
I'll b remembering you....
I found You in the most unlikely way
But really it was You who found me
And I found myself in the gifts that You gave
You gave me so much and I
I wish You could stay
but I'll, I'll wait for the day
And I watch as the cold winter melts into spring
And I'll be remembering You
Oh and I'll smell the flowers and hear the birds sing
and I'll be remembering You, I'll be remembering You
From the first moment when I heard Your name
Something in my heart came alive
You showed me love and no words could explain
A love with the power to
Open the door
To a world I was made for
And I watch as the cold winter melts into spring
And I'll be remembering You
Oh and I'll smell the flowers and hear the birds sing
and I'll be remembering You, I'll be remembering You
The dark night, the hard fight
The long climb up the hill knowing the cost
The brave death, the last breathe
The silence whispering all hope was lost
The thunder, the wonder
A power that brings the dead back to life
I wish You could stay
But I'll wait for the day
And though You've gone away
You come back and
And I watch as the cold winter melts into spring
And I'll be remembering You
Oh and I'll smell the flowers and hear the birds sing
and I'll be remembering You, I'll be remembering You
And I'll watch as the sun fills a sky that was dark
And I'll be remembering You
And I'll think of the way that You fill up my heart
And I'll be remembering You
I'll be remembering You
I'll be remembering You
I'll be remembering You
I'll be remembering You
