Sunday, November 8, 2009

how can we be happy?

hey guys, sorry for not bloggin for some time...i noe i noe...lol

but anyway, today i hv something to ask u readers^^

how can u be happie?

recently alot of stuff hv happened around me and ppl hv always been emo nemo...

hmmm, this sort of makes me wonder why?? i know GOD made emotions for a reason..

and i know emotions are important, at times we really need to release it out.

but wat are the pros and cons of revealing ure emotions?

pros:
  • u will feel alot better
  • u wont undergo depression
  • its a necessity
  • it helps u to recharge ure emotions in a way
  • emotions are a part of GOD's gift
  • bla bla bla (the list can go on forever.......)
cons:
  • u make the people around u emo coz its contagious!
  • u made someone's day go real bad
  • u are just suffering ureself
  • u are drowned in self pity
  • u are hurtin the people around you
  • wasting time
  • wasting tears
  • wasting precious emo-tions
  • ITS ALL ABOUT YOU (selfish)
saying tht, i myself is guilty of being emo at times.. like wat i said, emotions are a part of life, life's necessities. so i am not sayin here tht emo is BAD or emo is NO good. its a GOOD way to express ure frustrations and all, tht is y GOD gave us emotions!!! let me hear a hurray!!^^ (hurray!!!)

but den wat are the consequences of emo-ness???

i hv clearly listed them out. let me tell u a lil story here.

once upon a time, there was a lil boy tht was wondering around the town. every sunday, he would just walk around the town and knock on people's door and wish them a happie day. so one day, when he was knockin on this very old looking door. he waited very long before an old lady came out to greet the boy.

so when the lady came out, the boy greeted the lady and wished her a good day with a big wide smile. the lady at first was just stading by the doorstep, looking at the young boy. out of a sudden, the lady burst into tears and hugged the young boy and thanking him for his greetings and warm smile. the boy was confused, but he went to the next hse anyway.

a week later, he received a letter from a stranger with a very baeutiful stamp on it. upon opening the letter, the youn boy found out tht the sender was actualy the old woman tht he greeted last week. in the letter, the old lady expressed her gratitude towards the young boy for wat he had done. in fact the old lady was planning to kill herself coz of the many debts and the cold eye tht she has been gettin. she felt tht the world is a place of no love and complete darkness.

but at tht point whe she was prepared to take her own life, the smile of tht young boy gave her hope and she felt the warmth of he world once again. thus, she decided to live her life to the most of it.

the lesson from this story is tht, in this world, there will always be a point in life where we feel the lowest or shit, but den u might not know wat a simple smile or a greetin can do. emotions will always come down to a choice, choosing to be happy and share tht or choose to be emotional or sad and spread tht.

a smile will always make the world a better place. so wat i wannatell all my frens and loved ones is tht no matter how shitty u feel, choose to smile and u will NVR know the impact tht u hv left.

"the greatest moments in life are not given to u by other ppl but a choice by ureself. if u choose to live it all out and feel good, life is always good."


Wednesday, September 16, 2009

revive!!!!!!

hey...its been along time since i updated my blog.. i am really really sorry tht i have been neglecting my blog..lol

loads of stuff hv gone through since i last updated my blog..will share wit u guys some other time lar...but today this entry will be a tribute to the ppl hu hv shaped my life!!!

i was ratherbusy these few weeks and suddenly that day i gt a msg from melody saying tht she was cleaning her room or something and found some old videos. she watched it and one particular video is my sabo video...she reminded me that my prsence is being missed in malaysia and my frens are still thinkin bout me..she got the itch in me to go look for the farewell video tht they made for me. so i went straight to my drawer and got the cd out, slowly watchin the video once again.

as emotions are runnig wild, i took a step back and hv a look back at my life as the video keeps playin and playing.

lately, i hv ben wandering wat is the purpose of this life? why di god place me in perth and y did god placed me in such a position? a position whereby i hold great responsibilities and lives are at stake! i wonder and i ponder on these questions..why this, why tht, why why why??? i desperately search for answers and yet i myself kept preventing me from gettin an ans.

to this point, alot of u might be tellin me bout god's great plan for u, god has a purpose in ure life etc etc....deep down inside me, i noe all this...and i also believe it to the very end but yet my heart longs for a more tangible ans of y am i put into this world, y am i placed in such positions.

as the video is playin, i took a read at a book and found the answer i have been searchin for. in the book, it clearly says tat we are created in the world for relationships..be it wit god or wit our spouse, partners or frens... as i reflect upon this passage, i slowly see the big pic and to see the magic nuggets tht other ppl had left in my life.

throughout my walk wit god, i hv been blessed wit frens that are always supportive and frens who realli cared for me. yes! i am talking bout u...YOU!
YOU:
  1. melody
  2. aaron
  3. shaun
  4. alvin lai
  5. alvin boey
  6. matthew sek
  7. carmen loo
  8. gloria charles
  9. gloria
  10. mark
  11. lester
  12. and the rest of the ypf gang
eventhough i only got to know u all for a short period of time, prob around 3 years.. but yet each of u departed in me a valuable magic nugget tht shaped my life and who i am today.each time when we hangout together, valuable lessons are being taught into my life by u all.. throughout these 3 years, u all been there and hv showered me wit ure love. i felt so blessed and thankful tht each and everyone of u makes up a part of me. life wll be alot diff if u guys are not here wit me, and thx for taking on this journey wit me together.. i am honoured and blessed to hv u all..
I'll b remembering you....

I found You in the most unlikely way
But really it was You who found me
And I found myself in the gifts that You gave
You gave me so much and I

I wish You could stay
but I'll, I'll wait for the day

And I watch as the cold winter melts into spring
And I'll be remembering You
Oh and I'll smell the flowers and hear the birds sing
and I'll be remembering You, I'll be remembering You

From the first moment when I heard Your name
Something in my heart came alive
You showed me love and no words could explain
A love with the power to
Open the door
To a world I was made for

And I watch as the cold winter melts into spring
And I'll be remembering You
Oh and I'll smell the flowers and hear the birds sing
and I'll be remembering You, I'll be remembering You

The dark night, the hard fight
The long climb up the hill knowing the cost
The brave death, the last breathe
The silence whispering all hope was lost
The thunder, the wonder
A power that brings the dead back to life

I wish You could stay
But I'll wait for the day
And though You've gone away
You come back and

And I watch as the cold winter melts into spring
And I'll be remembering You
Oh and I'll smell the flowers and hear the birds sing
and I'll be remembering You, I'll be remembering You

And I'll watch as the sun fills a sky that was dark
And I'll be remembering You
And I'll think of the way that You fill up my heart
And I'll be remembering You

I'll be remembering You
I'll be remembering You
I'll be remembering You

I'll be remembering You





Monday, July 20, 2009

F.i.r.s.t

u were there....
i was waiting, thinkin bout us....
yet, a sudden sadness juz dawns upon lik a gloomy cloud hovering above a piece of land filled wit beautiful flowers...
the heart was sinkin deep down into the bottom of the ocean...
i wonder if u feel the same or are u ponderin on other thoughts?
darkness n loneliness wraps around me and the world has gone else where..
all coz the desire to be ure number 1....

Thursday, July 9, 2009

when we were just frens...

heyhey ppl!! i am back again...lol
i was just lookin thru my archives of photos and i found some pretty interesting photos of me and wing before we got together^^
therefore, i will share some wit u guys...lol
before we got together, me and wing went for a photoshoot in frementle..so here we go....xp


waiting for our bus to frementle..

she tried to kill me!! arg!!

busy chattin..hehe

liane, wing and me^^

when we're tryin to step on each other's feet..lol

wing wing

say cheese....hehe

wingy wing wing^^

boredom...

hey guys... its been awhile since i updated my blog..lol
as most of u noe, i am on winter holidays now..tht is y i am bored to death!!
everyday i juz wake up, eat, work and sleep...thts all i do..i mean besides the more detailed stuff..this is generally wat i do for my weekdays...lol

ohyeah, work! hehehe...for those of u who dont noe..i am act workin in pizza hut now..not as a waiter! but as a kitchen hand..lol
i quite like this job coz i get to make pizzas and all...and most importantly - i get cheap pizzas!!!!hahahahah
$5 for a pizza! and i can make my own topping...lol

but yup!!! thts bout it..lol i'm sorry i bored u guys wit my blogpost but this is it...uber boredom now coz wing is back in hongkong and most of my frens are not here..

i noe its quite hot in malaysia rite now but over here its freezing cold!! not to say minus and all but everyday it prob around 16-18 degrees?? at nite its even worst!!! 10-11 degrees...top it up wit some rain as well..thts wat u get for winter over here in perth..lol

juz to let u guys noe i am doin great and my ankle is recovering^^ oh!oh!oh! bout my ankle...lol i injured my ankle 2 weeks back i think??hmmm..yeah! i sprained it while playin basketball..it was bad...cant even walk..but thx god now its gettin better..


this is one of the crutches tht i got..lol

my all wrapped up elephant leg


another shot of it..

i'm sorry bout the bad pics and my scary leg..lol
but yeah..this is wat it looked like when i first injured it..xp
until then..toodles~

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

pic update 5 - me n wing

my fren help me take de photo^^



nice?? this is also in UWA

pic update 4 - dim sum in perth and JAY CHOW!!!!!!

i had my first dim sum in perth!! it was SUPERRRRRRRRRRR nice!!
made me miss malaysian dim sum sooooooooooo much!! T.T
anyway, there were 20 of us, 2 tables and total we spent around 500aus$ which is now equal to a freaking 1500rm!!!!!!!!!
O-M-G!!!! i cant believe it myself!! we spent 1500rm on food in one day!! nvr tried tht in malaysia!!

ohyeah!!! and we met JAY CHOW!!!!^^

me and wing

jay chow!!!!asking autograph!!

photo wit jay chow!!

group photo wit jay!!!



lol... he is not jay lar...he is our fren who looks lik jay..his name is wong jun q..xp