Sunday, November 8, 2009

how can we be happy?

hey guys, sorry for not bloggin for some time...i noe i noe...lol

but anyway, today i hv something to ask u readers^^

how can u be happie?

recently alot of stuff hv happened around me and ppl hv always been emo nemo...

hmmm, this sort of makes me wonder why?? i know GOD made emotions for a reason..

and i know emotions are important, at times we really need to release it out.

but wat are the pros and cons of revealing ure emotions?

pros:
  • u will feel alot better
  • u wont undergo depression
  • its a necessity
  • it helps u to recharge ure emotions in a way
  • emotions are a part of GOD's gift
  • bla bla bla (the list can go on forever.......)
cons:
  • u make the people around u emo coz its contagious!
  • u made someone's day go real bad
  • u are just suffering ureself
  • u are drowned in self pity
  • u are hurtin the people around you
  • wasting time
  • wasting tears
  • wasting precious emo-tions
  • ITS ALL ABOUT YOU (selfish)
saying tht, i myself is guilty of being emo at times.. like wat i said, emotions are a part of life, life's necessities. so i am not sayin here tht emo is BAD or emo is NO good. its a GOOD way to express ure frustrations and all, tht is y GOD gave us emotions!!! let me hear a hurray!!^^ (hurray!!!)

but den wat are the consequences of emo-ness???

i hv clearly listed them out. let me tell u a lil story here.

once upon a time, there was a lil boy tht was wondering around the town. every sunday, he would just walk around the town and knock on people's door and wish them a happie day. so one day, when he was knockin on this very old looking door. he waited very long before an old lady came out to greet the boy.

so when the lady came out, the boy greeted the lady and wished her a good day with a big wide smile. the lady at first was just stading by the doorstep, looking at the young boy. out of a sudden, the lady burst into tears and hugged the young boy and thanking him for his greetings and warm smile. the boy was confused, but he went to the next hse anyway.

a week later, he received a letter from a stranger with a very baeutiful stamp on it. upon opening the letter, the youn boy found out tht the sender was actualy the old woman tht he greeted last week. in the letter, the old lady expressed her gratitude towards the young boy for wat he had done. in fact the old lady was planning to kill herself coz of the many debts and the cold eye tht she has been gettin. she felt tht the world is a place of no love and complete darkness.

but at tht point whe she was prepared to take her own life, the smile of tht young boy gave her hope and she felt the warmth of he world once again. thus, she decided to live her life to the most of it.

the lesson from this story is tht, in this world, there will always be a point in life where we feel the lowest or shit, but den u might not know wat a simple smile or a greetin can do. emotions will always come down to a choice, choosing to be happy and share tht or choose to be emotional or sad and spread tht.

a smile will always make the world a better place. so wat i wannatell all my frens and loved ones is tht no matter how shitty u feel, choose to smile and u will NVR know the impact tht u hv left.

"the greatest moments in life are not given to u by other ppl but a choice by ureself. if u choose to live it all out and feel good, life is always good."


Wednesday, September 16, 2009

revive!!!!!!

hey...its been along time since i updated my blog.. i am really really sorry tht i have been neglecting my blog..lol

loads of stuff hv gone through since i last updated my blog..will share wit u guys some other time lar...but today this entry will be a tribute to the ppl hu hv shaped my life!!!

i was ratherbusy these few weeks and suddenly that day i gt a msg from melody saying tht she was cleaning her room or something and found some old videos. she watched it and one particular video is my sabo video...she reminded me that my prsence is being missed in malaysia and my frens are still thinkin bout me..she got the itch in me to go look for the farewell video tht they made for me. so i went straight to my drawer and got the cd out, slowly watchin the video once again.

as emotions are runnig wild, i took a step back and hv a look back at my life as the video keeps playin and playing.

lately, i hv ben wandering wat is the purpose of this life? why di god place me in perth and y did god placed me in such a position? a position whereby i hold great responsibilities and lives are at stake! i wonder and i ponder on these questions..why this, why tht, why why why??? i desperately search for answers and yet i myself kept preventing me from gettin an ans.

to this point, alot of u might be tellin me bout god's great plan for u, god has a purpose in ure life etc etc....deep down inside me, i noe all this...and i also believe it to the very end but yet my heart longs for a more tangible ans of y am i put into this world, y am i placed in such positions.

as the video is playin, i took a read at a book and found the answer i have been searchin for. in the book, it clearly says tat we are created in the world for relationships..be it wit god or wit our spouse, partners or frens... as i reflect upon this passage, i slowly see the big pic and to see the magic nuggets tht other ppl had left in my life.

throughout my walk wit god, i hv been blessed wit frens that are always supportive and frens who realli cared for me. yes! i am talking bout u...YOU!
YOU:
  1. melody
  2. aaron
  3. shaun
  4. alvin lai
  5. alvin boey
  6. matthew sek
  7. carmen loo
  8. gloria charles
  9. gloria
  10. mark
  11. lester
  12. and the rest of the ypf gang
eventhough i only got to know u all for a short period of time, prob around 3 years.. but yet each of u departed in me a valuable magic nugget tht shaped my life and who i am today.each time when we hangout together, valuable lessons are being taught into my life by u all.. throughout these 3 years, u all been there and hv showered me wit ure love. i felt so blessed and thankful tht each and everyone of u makes up a part of me. life wll be alot diff if u guys are not here wit me, and thx for taking on this journey wit me together.. i am honoured and blessed to hv u all..
I'll b remembering you....

I found You in the most unlikely way
But really it was You who found me
And I found myself in the gifts that You gave
You gave me so much and I

I wish You could stay
but I'll, I'll wait for the day

And I watch as the cold winter melts into spring
And I'll be remembering You
Oh and I'll smell the flowers and hear the birds sing
and I'll be remembering You, I'll be remembering You

From the first moment when I heard Your name
Something in my heart came alive
You showed me love and no words could explain
A love with the power to
Open the door
To a world I was made for

And I watch as the cold winter melts into spring
And I'll be remembering You
Oh and I'll smell the flowers and hear the birds sing
and I'll be remembering You, I'll be remembering You

The dark night, the hard fight
The long climb up the hill knowing the cost
The brave death, the last breathe
The silence whispering all hope was lost
The thunder, the wonder
A power that brings the dead back to life

I wish You could stay
But I'll wait for the day
And though You've gone away
You come back and

And I watch as the cold winter melts into spring
And I'll be remembering You
Oh and I'll smell the flowers and hear the birds sing
and I'll be remembering You, I'll be remembering You

And I'll watch as the sun fills a sky that was dark
And I'll be remembering You
And I'll think of the way that You fill up my heart
And I'll be remembering You

I'll be remembering You
I'll be remembering You
I'll be remembering You

I'll be remembering You





Monday, July 20, 2009

F.i.r.s.t

u were there....
i was waiting, thinkin bout us....
yet, a sudden sadness juz dawns upon lik a gloomy cloud hovering above a piece of land filled wit beautiful flowers...
the heart was sinkin deep down into the bottom of the ocean...
i wonder if u feel the same or are u ponderin on other thoughts?
darkness n loneliness wraps around me and the world has gone else where..
all coz the desire to be ure number 1....

Thursday, July 9, 2009

when we were just frens...

heyhey ppl!! i am back again...lol
i was just lookin thru my archives of photos and i found some pretty interesting photos of me and wing before we got together^^
therefore, i will share some wit u guys...lol
before we got together, me and wing went for a photoshoot in frementle..so here we go....xp


waiting for our bus to frementle..

she tried to kill me!! arg!!

busy chattin..hehe

liane, wing and me^^

when we're tryin to step on each other's feet..lol

wing wing

say cheese....hehe

wingy wing wing^^

boredom...

hey guys... its been awhile since i updated my blog..lol
as most of u noe, i am on winter holidays now..tht is y i am bored to death!!
everyday i juz wake up, eat, work and sleep...thts all i do..i mean besides the more detailed stuff..this is generally wat i do for my weekdays...lol

ohyeah, work! hehehe...for those of u who dont noe..i am act workin in pizza hut now..not as a waiter! but as a kitchen hand..lol
i quite like this job coz i get to make pizzas and all...and most importantly - i get cheap pizzas!!!!hahahahah
$5 for a pizza! and i can make my own topping...lol

but yup!!! thts bout it..lol i'm sorry i bored u guys wit my blogpost but this is it...uber boredom now coz wing is back in hongkong and most of my frens are not here..

i noe its quite hot in malaysia rite now but over here its freezing cold!! not to say minus and all but everyday it prob around 16-18 degrees?? at nite its even worst!!! 10-11 degrees...top it up wit some rain as well..thts wat u get for winter over here in perth..lol

juz to let u guys noe i am doin great and my ankle is recovering^^ oh!oh!oh! bout my ankle...lol i injured my ankle 2 weeks back i think??hmmm..yeah! i sprained it while playin basketball..it was bad...cant even walk..but thx god now its gettin better..


this is one of the crutches tht i got..lol

my all wrapped up elephant leg


another shot of it..

i'm sorry bout the bad pics and my scary leg..lol
but yeah..this is wat it looked like when i first injured it..xp
until then..toodles~

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

pic update 5 - me n wing

my fren help me take de photo^^



nice?? this is also in UWA

pic update 4 - dim sum in perth and JAY CHOW!!!!!!

i had my first dim sum in perth!! it was SUPERRRRRRRRRRR nice!!
made me miss malaysian dim sum sooooooooooo much!! T.T
anyway, there were 20 of us, 2 tables and total we spent around 500aus$ which is now equal to a freaking 1500rm!!!!!!!!!
O-M-G!!!! i cant believe it myself!! we spent 1500rm on food in one day!! nvr tried tht in malaysia!!

ohyeah!!! and we met JAY CHOW!!!!^^

me and wing

jay chow!!!!asking autograph!!

photo wit jay chow!!

group photo wit jay!!!



lol... he is not jay lar...he is our fren who looks lik jay..his name is wong jun q..xp

pic update 3 - curtin university

another photoshoot in curtin


we want u here in perth..lol

me and mindy..emo album cover..lol

pic update 2 - kings park

after UWA, we went to kings park!!!hooray!!


i oso dunno what will is doin..trust me..haha

a star!!

all our pants got wet coz of this!

group pic by the mini waterfall

aww....so sweet!!


pic update 1 - photoshoot in uwa

we went to UWA for carol's photoshoot some time ago and yeah..here it is..enjoy!
UWA is very very very very nice....

me, yuwin, jo, grace, CAROL, kimbergy, wing, will, kah hon

wacky mode

the oldest tree in UWA, older den the uni itself!!!

exam is out, shout it out!! (how we wished bak den..lol)

the cd cover...lol

i am back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey hey!!

sorry people...as i said, i was havin exams and stuff...sorry i abandoned this blog lik dunno how long di..lol i was supposed to come bak on the 8thh, but i was sick + abit of procrastination^^!! >.< boo~~ but i am back!!!

first, lets talk bout my exam, i had 3 papers..hmmm...alll of them i think is pretty alrite..but u noe lar...ang moh...always wanna be diff and be giam siap with their marks(hv to type in other language..later they saw they perasan^^)...wat to do?? so now livin in fear...haiz...one of frens got letter for supp paper coz he is on borderline pass.. i din get, which is a good thing.. but tht means i either fail or pass... fail!!!!!!!!! walao!!!! so scary man!!!

as i mentioned on top, i was sick!!!!!! BOO~~~BOO~~~BOO~~~
people tot i was down wit swine flu...T.T
but anyhow, my frens were wit me...lol

and for ure info..hehhe
wing is not in perth anymore wit me...she went bak to hong kong..
lets hear some awwwwwwww...heheheh
she will onli be coming bak lik on the 24th of july?
so i am a lonely man now...hahahahah but i hv my frens...cool...

ohyeah!!! i had my first dim sum in perth and i met JAY CHOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hmmm...i'll tell u guys more bout tht later!!!

stay tuned!

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

random post....

hey people..first, i juz wanna say sorry for abandonin my blog for so long...lol
exam stress lately, so din hv much time to update my blog...but anyway, this is juz a random post coz i am waiting for my lectures to be downloaded...
to be frank, this is my second time typing this out coz juz now my laptop got hanged and i had to restart it..soooooooo...there goes my previous downloading!!

ohyeah!! exam stress!!hahahaha xp
i am having my foundation unit paper on thurs, which is tml!!!
arg!!!! so stress!! stoopid interaction of society and technology!
this unit is compulsory for all first year students and its meant to help first year students to get familiar wit uni life and learn how to do research,referencing and all..
but too bad...all i think of this unit is giving me more pressure, more stress and more assignments!!!
but anyway, i am currently being a sore loser here, studyin in the wee hours!!

alot of stuff happened throughout the weeks..too much to say but too lil time to blog..so i guess if u guys wanna noe,juz ask me?or i will blog it out once i feel free...hahah but i shall juz tell u guys one story..lol

tht day i was handin in my law 120 assignment...i finished it lik a day before or something...so on the day when it was due, i went to the library to print it out..but all the stoopid and idiotic fools were sitting there playing with their facebook!!! i was lik !@#$%^ !!! so i waited for lik 30mins to get a computer so tht i can print my assignment and hand it in..but guess wat?once i got everythin done, i handed it in 10 mins late..a freaking 10 mins late!!!!!!!!!!!
but tht idiotic lady at the law school front desk din even bother let me explain it and snatch my assignment away from me!!!! haiz...shit heh?


ohyeah!! my sem is finishin soon!!!!!!!!! den i will try to work!!hahahahah cant wait!!!!!!

alrite,since now its 10 degrees outside here, i shall tell some lame jokes to u guys to 'warm' things up..hahaha

one day, a retarded guy went to a clinic to check out his brain. so in order to diagnose him, the doc asked him a few ques..the doc asked the first ques...

doctor: wat will happen if i chop off one side of ure ear?
retarded guy: i will juz lose one side of my hearing..heheheh

so the doc thought to himself...hmmm..this guy is quite normal..so he asked the second ques..

doctor: wat will happen if i chop off both sides of ure ear?
retarded guy: i will then lose my eye sight!

the doctor was very stunned by the ans..he couldnt figure out y did the guy say so...so he asked for the reason.

retarded guy: oh...coz when u chopped off both my ears, i will hv no support for my glasses...so, when my glasses fell off, thts y i cant see!!!!!!!!

LAME............hahahah


ooo!! my lectures are done!! see u soon!!

Saturday, May 23, 2009

5000 times of sit up...

hey readers....i am realli sorry tht i've abandoned this blog for quite some time..lol
i was pretty busy in the last week or two..so tht explains why...xp
anyway, so much stuff had happened in the past week and all, among the few is i had my last nite of cell group..i went to a play...got frozen by the cold cold weather over here...got my mass comm assignment back and sat for a test..lol
more of those later..but now i juz wanna share wit u all something tht made me do 5000 sit up everyday..lol

this is wat happen when u hv tech..u can do anything u wan...hahah
enjoy this...





here are the original lyrics of the song for ure reference^^

Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah

I know that you've been waiting for it
I'm waiting too
In my imagination I'd be all up on you
I know you got that fever for me
Hundred and two
And boy I know I feel the same
My temperature's through the roof

[Chorus:]
If there's a camera up in here
Then it's gonna leave with me
When I do (I do)
If there's a camera up in here
Then I'd best not catch this flick
On YouTube (YouTube)
'Cause if you run your mouth and brag
About this secret rendezvous
I will hunt you down
'Cause they be all up in my bidness
Like a Wendy Interview
But this is private
Between you and I

Touch my body
Put me on the floor
Wrestle me around
Play with me some more
Touch my body
Throw me on the bed
I just wanna make you feel
Like you never did.
Touch my body
Let me wrap my thighs
All around your waist
Just a little taste
Touch my body
Know you love my curves
Come on and give me what I deserve
And touch my body.

Boy you can put me on you
Like a brand new white tee
I'll hug your body tighter
Than my favorite jeans
I want you to caress me
Like a tropical breeze
And float away with you
In the Caribbean Sea

[Chorus]

Touch my body
Put me on the floor
Wrestle me around
Play with me some more
Touch my body
Throw me on the bed
I just wanna make you feel
Like you never did.
Touch my body
Let me wrap my thighs
All around your waist
Just a little taste
Touch my body
Know you love my curves
Come on and give me what I deserve
And touch my body.

I'm gonna treat you like a teddy bear
You won't wanna go nowhere
In the lap of luxury
Baby just turn to me
You won't want for nothing boy
I will give you plenty
Touch my body

Touch my body
Put me on the floor
Wrestle me around
Play with me some more
Touch my body
Throw me on the bed
I just wanna make you feel
Like you never did.
Touch my body
Let me wrap my thighs
All around your waist
Just a little taste
Touch my body
Know you love my curves
Come on and give me what I deserve
And touch my body.

Oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah
Oh yeah oh yeah
Oh oh oh oh yeah
Touch my body...

this is why i had 5000 sit ups everyday...lol

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

assignment stress...

hey ppl...
alrite....since all my frens say tht my life here in perth is always lik a vacation, not lik a student's life..hahahhaha
i shall now post some emo post...i shall blabber bout my emo, nose breakin, heart killin, hair pullin ASS-ignment..
lol..
tml i have my research essay for foundation unit due and i am onli half way there...haiz..i think i need my energy drink soon..wakakakak
anyway, i am so stressed out here tht i act cant concentrate on it..haiz..thts y u see me here...hahah

how i wish i am lik some kind of super human wit the power to blast it through..haiz..
anyway...if u come to think of it...
jovan + superhero power/superhuman..

i think u will come about something lik this...
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ironjovan!!!

hahahahahahahahahaha

Friday, May 8, 2009

alan chong song recording...

hey...i bet u guys must be wondering why am i still up so late...haha
i act juz came bak from cell not long ago..lol
cell ended around 10 ish..and after tht...
we went to the recordin studio to record a song for our super uber cool fren....
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ALAN CHONG!!!!

doesnt he look lik some big shot football player???

hehehehehe

known also as uncle alan, alan is lik the man....oops!!!
i mean THE MAN!!!
so our very very talented kelvin actually composed a song for him..hahahaha
so we did the recording till lik 1...wahlao!!!!
anyway, wat i've learned from this is tht being a recordin artist is no easy thing..lol
it is actually very tiring...
but anyway.......we had fun...hahahahahha
this is the link to the rough demo of the song..lol
enjoy......

http://www.mediafire.com/?ynkznl9j0uj

people+camera+energy drinks


hie...my name is joanna..lol love my tee??hehehe


kimbergy, me and wing


don ask me why...lol


i don even noe wat we were doin..lol but focus on joanna...hahahaha

lik always...focus on joanna's weird expression..oops!!! i mean retarded...wakkakaka


tis is nice..i lik this!!^^


this is nice too..lol love it!!


black and white...


finale....this is the best!!!!!

what will happen when u hv a bunch of crazy uni students, all stressed up wit assignments and are tryin to take a break and also a camera??
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THIS IS MADNESS!!!!!
NO!!!! THIS IS UNI LIFE!!!!!!
(leonidas, spartan king)
*this is wat i learn from uni...referencing..so tht i don plagiarize..hahaha

all this are the after effect of havin a can of highly caffein punched drink and also a break from assignments^^


Thursday, May 7, 2009

murdoch university...


the chancellery...this is where most of the students stuff are handled...or somehow the main entrance??hahahah


the bush court...the place where i told u guys...its a mini park/a big field..depends on how u see it..haha lunch time alot of people juz lik to sit there n relax..lol


one of the corridors in law building...hehe my law skul!!!


murdoch worship centre...this is the place of my cell group every friday nite..heheh


this is the tavern.the place i told u guys tht u can buy alcohol here..the plae where u party n drink..lol


hey...i am really sorry people tht it took me so long to get this up...hahaha...at the above,its some snap shots of my uni...hahahah
enjoy..

some interesting australian drinks...


hie!! my name is supa shake...i am a milk shake...in a box!!! as u can see on the packaging, when u shake me, i get thicker!!!!
SHAKE~~~~~
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i am MOTHER!!!!! mother of all energy drinks...i hv cousins lik red bull and rock star(another energy drink)..haha


this is juz a random post of some interesting australian drinks...hahah

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

2nd month........






for the first month, u showed me love when i needed it the most...
this time, u showed me ure heart for me and how much u care bout me..
there is so much to say, yet so few words to describe it..
all i can say, thx for still loving me babe....
i love u wit all my heart...and
this is for u, for everythin u've done...

i love u. thts all i need.